July 18th, 2023
I feel as though I've been lying to myself. I recently started losing weight because of this divine epiphany and subsequent bolstering of discipline after #114's death. I wear the memorial band every day and every time I don't feel like doing my 60-100 daily pushups, or the 2.5 miles, or the plyometrics, or the weight room: I look at his …
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